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Saturday, September 23, 2006 ; 9:39 PM♥

It was a busy weekend...really busy.. been getting ready for the attatchment at kk hospital... well couple of happy things have happened... I am getting my sponsor cash on monday xDDDD,managed to chat with seizure! :P (only farhana knows this id)..well were talking about the normal stuffs.. like attatchment and what were our plans for the evening,shortly after which i got disconnected.. it was sucky... damn.... he doesnt come online often.. so it was like...SHITTTT!! haha .. well well...Saturday morning began quite well.... I had to wake up DADDY... haha such an idiot always tekaning me... and I call Rajen daddy caz he has the same name as my dad! haha WE were like hogging on the phone for 3 hrs... with mugi conferencing with us for a little while.. daddy was supposed to get some stuffs for mugi.. and that bum did not... cause he went back to sleep the moment we hung up..:( haha.. LAZYYY BUMMM!!! In the mid afternoon... I was chattin with rebekah.. reuben's sis.. she is one hell of a hott momma... man like I put it... a marvellous creation of beauty... she is just a perfect girl... and she is very friendly too... we haven't met up in ages and she was like "come meet me".. and
I was like.. I wish I could !! I was so caught up with assignments.. then you know the usual questions.... haha.." got bf?" I was like "no!"... haha then she was like when you gona meet me..
I wana match make you with reuben!! hahaha..
I was like NOOO!! She is always disturbing us ... :P but she is really a beautiful soul not only outside but inside too...:)...
Mom and sister are a bit of morons at times.. they just expect too much out of me... damn...
Charlieee hasnt messaged me either! I keep staring at my phone for his messages... I cant help it though... I just cant.... He was like... amala i am caught up with work here.. ill message you when work finishes... and he has not till now...

Well.... SEizURE!

lil-vain

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Thursday, September 21, 2006 ; 9:15 PM♥

It just so wierd how things can change overnight... me and him are much closer now... but you now sometimes I just don't get his drifts... well well... i am caught up with him indeed... :) I had to wake up Rajen today... I am his unpaid telephone alarm... that piggg didnt answer the phone the first time.. and i called back like 15 mins later... thank god he ansswered .. or else he would be late for his exams... we were talking like for 2 hrs ++ n then he was like whats the time.. and I was like... 9.30am.. he was like AHHHH!! and I was like.. go get ready!! haha we were planning to meet up but something cropped up the last minute.. damn... I was just waiting to get even with him... haha..well there is always another day.. :)

I was online for a while and I was chatting with ramli... we were planning to have a 2/5 reunion... 2/5 was the best class ever... all the moments with my pals there is just an unforgettable aspect of my life.. guess who was the chairperson back then? >> ME!!
We were a bunch of cocky people... a class filled with the funkiest and hottest people... haha and now all of them are just gorgeous!! :)) The cheerleading,the punishments,the detentions,lessons will be disrupted by the class comedians.. yusof,kamal,Wess making fun of the teachers,me and dinah passing around love letters...:P, throwing airplanes,smsing... I just wish I could go back to secondary school... the best times of my life... PE lessons were always a hit with us... well we are planning a beach gathering at sentosa... and I am so excited!!

I am out for now...

|pleasantsuffering.episodiacseizure.blackglasses|

-lil-vain-

Wednesday, September 20, 2006 ; 11:58 PM♥

Baby make your move... so show what you got for me... is the line that is running through my mind... Justin's voice is just so captivating...I love him to bits...haha...

Shafeez just messaged awhile back and I was thinking of him like a few secs before he messaged!... he is flying off to bali... he is just one of my close close best best buddy! He never fails to brighten up my day with his messages... and though we don't meet up much... thanks to the marvels of technology that we can keep in touch.. well I have to catch up with him...

I went for tution in the morning... goddd... nirmal is really a challenge... a big hugeeeee challenge.. he is so fidgity and gets on my nerves practically every minute... Argghhhh man I am really keeping my cool with him... hannah is a easy kid.. she obeys me.. and yea we have alot of silmilarities in common... like we both love ice cubes,hate durians,love doodling,love the colour purle.. i noe i can get tad a little childish.. haha yea boy... really really childish :P ... haha...

I havent seen my besties... man I miss them so much... I cant wait for the posting at kk... itl b fun i bet... gastritis sux bigg time.. its painful... losec doesnt work at all... I have not been taking it... just hate to take it cause its practically a useless drug!...

He was online... and when I went to say hi.. he didnt reply me at all... I really dont know what going through his mind... its so difficult to read him...he is a real kid at heart... I want to be there for him but he is treating me exactly the way someone used to treat me.. and I hate it! Sandeep was online too!! haha we chatted like awhile... i missed those times when we used to hogg like 24/7! :)

-lil-vain-
-Lil-vain-
|lookatme.iseeu.captivatedbyyourcharm.lovingeveryminute.swwepmeoffmyfeet|

; 6:06 AM♥

Well it hasnt been easy on me lately... been too caught up with work... i really am worried for grandad... i heared he isnt doing that good... he is a great man... and i would break into pieces if i had to let him go.. why can't good souls like him stay forever... i realli cross my fingers.. cause I can see that it will be soon enough... I'd pray for grandad...

Academic stuffs has been a little relaxed... attatchment is tiring but i do enjoy every bit of it... i cant wait to pass out ...:) I am gona try my luck at flight stewarding... speaking of it... shafeez was telling me that he had an opportunity... well he deserves it.. it fits him perfectly... and he is a real great buddy of mine... I really thank god for creating a miraculous person like him...he is pure sugar!

I am trying my hand at arty stuff like beading lately... and yea boy.. planning cousin's ROM... well that itself has so much of stuff pending.. ushers,bridesmaids,speeches,toasts,games... and the list goes on... I miss my besties so much.... yea

-lurve him-

Sunday, September 17, 2006 ; 7:20 AM♥

Hey bloggie! Its has been long since I blogged.. well.. been really caught up with work and stuff... well its a weeks break for me.. and then I will be over at kk hospital to do my 3 weeks posting there...The results were released on 13 sept... byt god's grace.. i passed all! Yippieee yeay...
I mean I realli was apprehensive as I was on drugs for my gastritis and I was really drowsy.. i was happy that I passed all... asha checked my results and gave me a call.. and then when i siad hello she burst into tears and told me she failed a paper... i was soooo sad for.. i cried the moment i put hung up.. i mean we always cleared all the papers... well i told her that she has to clear that one paper...well she is away now..in Jb..n she would be sitting for her papers sometime next week...all the best to my baby asha!

And then comes another happy part... fizz is attatched! hah my best guy fren is att! I am so happy for him.. well he deserves the best.. being the gem that he is.. a girl should be fortunated to get him...he is a real treasure.. a priceless one... really precious.. lurvee u dear!

And for the sad part.. me n charles... i really dunno whats going.. one moment we are so lurvey dovey.. another moment is filled with confusion and me begging him for apology.. he didnt reply to a msg i sent.. it was about me saying sorry n stuff.. it was followed by a night of tears... damn.. i mean.. why does these kinda shit happen to me... so near yet so far... i had enough of fickle minded guys in my life.. realli had enough.. i met real gems... but we were too close as frens so much so that i dun even want to contemplate about going on a relationship.. it was a divine and beautiful friendship... it still is... i miss him...

-hunkilicious boy-

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-lilvain-

; 7:20 AM♥

Hey bloggie! Its has been long since I blogged.. well.. been really caught up with work and stuff... well its a weeks break for me.. and then I will be over at kk hospital to do my 3 weeks posting there...The results were released on 13 sept... byt god's grace.. i passed all! Yippieee yeay...
I mean I realli was apprehensive as I was on drugs for my gastritis and I was really drowsy.. i was happy that I passed all... asha checked my results and gave me a call.. and then when i siad hello she burst into tears and told me she failed a paper... i was soooo sad for.. i cried the moment i put hung up.. i mean we always cleared all the papers... well i told her that she has to clear that one paper...well she is away now..in Jb..n she would be sitting for her papers sometime next week...all the best to my baby asha!

And then comes another happy part... fizz is attatched! hah my best guy fren is att! I am so happy for him.. well he deserves the best.. being the gem that he is.. a girl should be fortunated to get him...he is a real treasure.. a priceless one... really precious.. lurvee u dear!

And for the sad part.. me n charles... i really dunno whats going.. one moment we are so lurvey dovey.. another moment is filled with confusion and me begging him for apology.. he didnt reply to a msg i sent.. it was about me saying sorry n stuff.. it was followed by a night of tears... damn.. i mean.. why does these kinda shit happen to me... so near yet so far... i had enough of fickle minded guys in my life.. realli had enough.. i met real gems... but we were too close as frens so much so that i dun even want to contemplate about going on a relationship.. it was a divine and beautiful friendship... it still is... i miss him...

-hunkilicious boy-

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-lilvain-

Monday, September 11, 2006 ; 4:06 AM♥

Its been ages since I blogged... hmm.. yea... a couple of things have happened.. good and bad.. the bad aside... but the good... hehe... well I am really lost in him.. I just can't help but to think of him... its like an automatic supersonic reflex... haha... he is indeed love... well dad's birthday was a bash... had lotsa fun with dad, the man of the house is now 47... and yea boy... he doesn't look his age! Daddy's gal--> that's me ... he does get overboard at times.. but I still love him alot... and for mom.. she is realli someone I treasure... for tolerating my nonsense.... and paying my bills.. :P hehe... yea grandma is someone I'll give up anything for.. love her loads... and yea.. my health isnt that good after all... gastritis can get really sucky... am surviving on medications.. but to hell with it... haha.. I just got to live with the throbbing pain that wrecks my moods... speaking of moods.. I have been relatively in an excellent mood as of lately.... working is fun.. CI Serene is on course and Ambel is taking over.. she is much more of a laid back lecturer.. hah.. love to chat with her.. and yea.. it is realli nice to work with the staffs in the ward.. some of my tutorial mates are bitches... real bitches .. claim that I dun't do anything when they are the ones who slack while I work my ass off... the way they complain is so immature.. and I aint a lil bothered about them cause I have the staff in the ward to back me up with suffiecent evidence... haha LOSERS!!!! well.. its been fun workin with kai kai and harith... haha.... harith was going for some competition and I wonder how he did...*) this is the last week at ward 37 .. man.. I am gona miss the fun... well I would be on a weeks holiday... just enough to recuperate and get all armed for the peads ward at KKH! I am looking so forward to it... I heared its fun... I love kids.. I bet its gona be my cup of tea!

Well I miss him..... princey charmingggggg!! Man I realli hope I bump into him....

Outrageous....hypnotic...*he is love*

-Lil-vain-