Today was really nice... I stepped into campus after 10 weeks... haha... everything and everyone seemed foreign to me... well l did my hair.. and people said i was like a doll on the run.... haha.. DOLLFACE!!! I was really happy to meet my friends and catch up with them... well many asked me about hafiz.. I was putting up a strong front but... deep inside i was like... not again... I dunno how many more people i will have to answer... well i think of him alot.. i cant deny that... the truth hurts.... and love has cut me deep.... The day started with lab lessons... abdominal assessent being its core topic.. well i am relatively well versed in it.. as i have been examined like umpteen times...I met joyce and she faced a break up too.. she lost alot of weight! I was shocked to c her!! Well its the season of break up is it?... Its been 2 weeks since we broke up and... i aint taking it well..... but i will be better... tried messaging Hafiz last night but there was no reply ... and i did try to call him... but he was not answering... whats happening.... whats going on with him... indix told me she met him last thursday.. and bought him dinner.. but the part where he told her to tell me that he was with jaswin.... cut me deep... really deep.. why is it that i am so crazy over him.... i was never like this... no guy has drove me this crazy.. i cry silently... every night.... deep inside Im brutally hurt and feel like love is not worth.. maybe its a lesson that god wants me to learn....... I am choosy as it is.. and have very high expectations of my Mr perfect.. but then again.. who doesn't? Tall,Chiselled features.... muscular... gorgeous eyes.... tanned skin.. the list just goes on... I wish for a miracle.... Isee him everywhere.. thoughts of him are everlasting... here is my lil wish..... Dear god... i wish for a miracle.... bring him back to me... i want to be there for him, in good times and in bad... i want to be his good friend... i want to be his confidante... i want to make a difference in his life... i want him to have the finest ... i want him to be the best of what he can be... i hope he still wants me... but the odds are low i reckon.... Whatever happens.... its destiny.... my destiny has been pen down... no one can change it... but i really hope it turns out the way I want it to.... My goals for this semester: -> LOSE 10 KG and be well toned -> STRAIGHT A's (dun even think of anytin lesser) -> GET A DIGICAM ->BRAID MY HAIR ->GET MY SCRAPBOOK DONE ->PRAY !! ->OBEY MOM AND DAD ->STUDY EVERYDAY!!!!!! -> FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS! imissuurpresenceisfelturthoughtsareunerasableineedumorethaniwantyoustolenjustinamoment
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