Fade ♥

Monday, November 06, 2006 ; 10:13 PM♥

Somebody said they saw you
But i would never ask you... Ill just keep it to myself
I think about it when i hold you...
When i look into your eyes i cant belief
I dun need to know the truth...
If your playing me...keep it on the low..
Cause my heart cant take it any more...
I just want to let you know I dunt wana let u go...

Today was a madcap rush for me, I was early but was caught up in citihall waiting for joyce... i met hazzy too... well.. all were asking about hafiz... well then i told the shortlived happy love story of mine... She was totally surprised that we were on hafiz.. well she knows how fussy i can get...I know how much of a good guy he is... he may have his bad points but to me he is flawless... he had a exuberent personality which pull me like a magnet... he swept me off my feet in an instant...

I sat for lecture... it was about mental health and coping about certain things you cant help but to face... its realli difficult... very very ... to live knowing that you need that very essential catalyst to keep you going.. i still want to know what went wrong.. i really lurve him alot....

After lectures it was 3 hours of break.. i went to south canteen with kak mai and kak rabiah....we got our meal and sat down to eat..... then came up my friends commenting on my mew hairdo... many commented i look like a doll.... haha... a beautiful doll... i was so happy.... and the pravin called me... saying that he has not seen me for a long time..... he was eating in the canteen too.. so i cajoled to the table he was at and met him and prasath... and there came the comments... about me lookin fatter and my hair... and about hafiz... i was a little upset when he commented about hafiz... it was not bad... but it was not good at all.... yea.....

When i was walking back I called hafiz...I was so delighted to hear his voice... I was realli happy... after such a long time... he was in hospital...nothing was wrong with him.. it was his dad.... I really hope his dad is doing good.... yeaps.... well i really miss him... hafiz haniff....

Im so addicted to you
Sexy love
Keep me running back to you

Is it a story of unrequited love?
Is it my paranoia?

Lil-vain
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