Thursday, January 11, 2007 ; 8:40 PM♥
Why is life so unfair... grievous moments.. unexpected issues.. it been really an affair of complex issues.. the plot is thickening and I am getting
vey confused... Hafiz is under police custody now.. damn.. i dunno how it happened but the
bapok-his
girlcumguy friend.. or whatever.. has been asking me
alot of questions.. I dun
wana reveal the truth... its so hard to face your ex-boyfriends girlfriends.. what the hag.. I am really hurt.. especially when she showed me the messages he sent IT and the things they did together.. I WANTED TO TELL HER TO SPARE ME THE DETAILS..
I LOVE ＨＩＭ AND Ｉ AINT ＧＯＮＮＡ LEAVE ＨＩＭ . UNLESS ＨＥ TellS ME TO DO sO....What in the world is IT thinking？ that Ill leave him and go？Ill shall asked It to kiss my lurvely ass otherwise。。。 what in the world does she wants out of me。。 I really love him。。 people around me know that。。Sometimes I wish I could unleash all these suppressed emotions entirely out of me yet its the most arduous task for me to comply myself to. These couple of days has been increasingly onerous its starting to injure my whole self confidence and the minimal hope that I have is diminishing。。 The pain of love that I am going through cannot be compensated by words 。As a matter of fact, my amidst's are filled with all the many paradoxes and deceptions. Words and truths can just be bend within a mere exchange of a minute, and is being easily weaved,even without any cogent evaluations.I'm exhausted.I can‘t bring myself to trust anyone at this moment。。
Wonder, why a heart so disguised
As suchYou gorged on my loveBled me dryA loveless cannot loveCan he?What is of me now。。 I am torn into pieces。。I feel lonely， hurt ，betrayed and played with。 Am I a doll？Why must this happen to me。。。He swept me off my feet。。 and I had the best time ever。。with him。。 moments so precious。。 n then he left me 。。。。。
HE ＩＳ IRREPLACEABLE， Ｉ ｃａｎｔ ｔｈｉｎｋ ｏｆ ａｎｙｏｎｅ ｅｌｓｅ ｂｕｔ ｈｉｍ ａｌｏｎｅ 。。。Ｉ ａｍ ｎａｋｅｄ ｏｆ ａｌｌ
ｍｙ ｅｍｏｔｉｏｎｓ。
