Fade ♥

Friday, March 23, 2007 ; 8:46 AM♥

Flames to dust,lovers to friends,why do all good things come to an end?
Your absence kills me
Your presence upsets me
Cause I don’t know how long u’d be with me.
The dreams we shared
The passion we had.
Its all a chapter closed.
You left me unread
I want you back
But you dun’t even bother
Why shud I?
I am incomplete because of you

I am single and loving it.
I dun need a man in my life.I only need you
I don't need a ring to make me complete.
I have gone thru enuff shit
Players,backstabbers- HATE EM ALL
There is one person whom i truely madly deeply love.
He is the one who is irreplaceable.
I just wish a miracle would happen
God here I am once again torn into pieces.Please help me.

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Its been 2 months.I have met many but none are like you.
You were just my kinda guy.
I was ever so sure that its just u.

I have once again given up hope.Where all that is left is my death note.
I aint a coward to give you up.I don't want to.But do I have a choice?

I am so tempted so message him . But i just don't want to cause he said lets end things here for now.I pray daily that he must be fine,living a troublefree life,being a good son to his parents.I know how nice he is.Hafiz is really nice.I aint wanted things to end like this.If only I could muster my courage to message and ask how he is doing.I was really upset with the fact that though indraani knew that he had a frenster account she did not tell me.It was through prem that I knew he had an account.I am absolutely dissapointed.She knows how much I love him.Sometimes its really upsetting when your own girlfriends bitch you about.Asha is disappointed with her for not replying to her calls or messages for the dance. Its always RAJNEESH THIS RAJNEESH THAT. ARhh doesn't she get it in her head he is the fuck and leave type of guy?Dumping your friends for a guy? Fuck it!Hell cares,but i truely hope she is happy with him.I dun want anything to happen to her.

Asha and Prem are totally adorable! I think they make an excellent pair together! I want them to get together!
whoo itll be like perfect!
Other than that I just miss him so much.I truely do.