Sunday, April 01, 2007 ; 4:16 AM♥
I woke up feeling really queasy today.I don't know why.I felt like something was stabbing me at my abdominal area.I think it was just some normal post op pain.Well I took my painkillers and then had my shake.
Yumm I just love to drink that.. it so yummy!:) Well Shawn was such a ctu fella the night before..talking to him really cheers me up.He has got this thing in him which i find really intersting.. and he was like telling me about his dream today.. it was about monkeys! Haha to thing that this little
darling dreams about monkeys! Well he is really someone I can relate to so well..we have quite a number of things in common...and yea I just hope he is fine whenver he rides his bike:)
Mom was so temperamental today. She slew up all of a sudden! I was so scared.She got so stressed with dad and was talking about divorce AGAIN! Arhhh it gets the hell outta me... and she just screamed and screamed.I did know what to do.. I just ran up.. i duno how i did that with all the pain and dropped to my bed and cried and cried.I was just so irritated with the fact that things at home don't seem fine .. i mean we are a happy family.. but if only mom and dad could be more approchable to each other.. Dad is such a
workaholic.Mom is a
SCREAMAHOLIC! I swear by it.I just dunno what to do sometimes..Uncle ratna then called me and consoled me.I just love uncle ratna.He is always there for me.He was like telling me .. your wound is healing you cant keep crying cause the crying is going to exert pressure and your going to have pain and all.. and he managed to talk me out of working at MCcafe. He does miracles at times.. haha well well shawn is really fun to talk to :)I was coming up with a wish list .. and these are the things i want to do:
MY WISH LIST1. lose 10kg2.get all my darlingss presents3.design a sexyyyy saree blouse4.prepare something special for cousins wedding5.RECOVER!!!6.Get A's for year 3 7.get something for my joyce's baby!!I loveeee.I adoreee.I cherishh
