Tuesday, April 10, 2007 ; 9:15 PM♥
Mom can be quite a maniac at times!
I was talking to shawn and she just had to shout so loudly to my sister that I got a shock of my life and dropped my phone!
Oh god.And then my phone automatically switched off!
I felt totally bad for shawnie:(
I am sorry shawnie!!
Yesterday was really nice.I totally loved itIt rained so heavily and I was so tempted to play in the rain!! Well i know why it rained so heavily.. shawn.. so much so for us claiming about our hotness !! and play pretending god! Even god's ears can't fathom to that fact!!! Little munkiee
He is really adorable and he is someone who i can relate to very well.
We ate at mac and then he was taking a smoke...Shawnieee!! must try to quit k?
We then took a stroll and talked.. he was telling me that lots of stuffs has been racing through his mind.. well i totally know what he is going through, i have been in his shoes... and the feeling totally sucks.. its like you feel played out and brutally hurt. I personally feel that if someone really loves you that person won't even imagine leaving you.. cause love isn't a game,and humans aren't puppets neither is life a stage for the play of instant attractions and brutal betrayal. I know its absolutely hard.. but you have got to tell your self that your worth so much more.. In time to come we will realise that there is so much btter people out there:)
Shawn you know that i am always there for you.
I really want to get to know him better.
He has an amazing character and that thing in him that has caught my attention:)
Ok shawniee i know your head is gonna swell!!
I would feel so awkward if he doesn't messages or if I don't talk to him.I dunno why but yea:)
Ghayathri called me and was thanking me for lending her clothes for the ms vasantham competition and then she was telling me about her boyfriend ruben and the whole lotta shit they are facing.Man I pity her so much.. he has slapped her.. and I remember screwing him up for whacking her once.. whats with guys whacking up their girlfriends? Gawd!!She wants to meet me today.. and yes I am going down to meet her.. poor gal was all tears when she was talking to me.. and ruben also was complaining about her to me.. I am the one whom screws up both of them and bring them together most of the time.. i really hope i can do this again.. i mean she loves him alot.. and her happiness is very important to me as well:)
Gal I am here for you!!
I miss dad. I love mom.I hope things go well for them.. dad told me lots of stuff and I didn't tell anyone in my family about it.He wants to file a divorce:( But I know god will answer prayers.I feel so neglected by the way they behave...God i know your there to help me")
I miss my darlingss
Shawnnn is just awesome:)
