Monday, May 14, 2007 ; 11:55 PM♥
No i don't hate you
I Hate hate myself.
My concerns seemed like paranoia for you
My care made it seem as if I am a psycho
Ur the madfark. You don't know how to value the ones you love.Your just irritating the fucking hell out of me. You still say you love me and blow kisses.. make up ur mind. cause I dunt wanna give you hell.. which I am well versed at. I dun want to hurt you, I have always wanted the best for you. Why the hell are you doing this to me. Broken promises, Madfark brutal betrayals,I can't hold it. I am totally ripped of my sanity,Why why why? why you making me go nuts? I can remember the way you kept cuddling me,and saying baby i love you,baby i need you,Baby ur mine. Sweettalker I said... you denied... so much so to really make me believe. YOu know the trust wasn't there. I can remember the first time you pleaded me to hold your hands. I can remember the first kiss. I can remember the bad love bite I gave you and you called me a vampire:P its all replaying in my mind. I don't want to live a lie or cheat myself. I want to leave you cause I cant take it no more. I don't know how your going to handle it. I hate you
I really do. Ur blog has got so much of underlying vengeance and trauma. You keep saying you can't trust girls. Why the fuck did you come to me. I don't trust guys. Lemme lay it the way you will comprehend it. Guys are the biggest wreckers of emotions. I have had enough. I am leaving you. Don't want to regret cause I am regretting for the shit I did. I abhor you . I totally do.
