Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ; 6:46 PM♥
I don't want your innocence.
I don't wanna suffer.
I don't need your commitment cause your a fucked up player.
Get it in your head!
Leave me.
Unforgivable.. your putting my limits to the test.
I don't want to control you..
I do want to console you.but your never gonna listen cause your just another passing cloud.
You will never know how much I am
hating you.I am tolerating the things I just found out about.I don't wana start a fight.
Cause u aint worth my time.Ms Chia spoke yo me yesterday.. she is very close to me.. and she knows every detail of all the shit that I have been through be it family,friends,relationships...she said .. its time you analysed your boundary of friends.... I sat down helplessly infront of her in tears.. why is it that I make myself so vulnerable? We all know who I
truely love.. and its just that we are apart in distance. I am sitting here with this
blank expression . I need a getaway.I am gonna preoccupy myself with the usual stuffs.. I am a crazy madfark when I dance.. haha Ram and many people saw it that night.. and he was telling it was hard for him to control... ahh whateverr la ... guys!! .. Well I want to get something very special for my cousin.. its mom's burfdae next week,cousin burfdae too,and a beautiful wedding affair.. I can't wait!! A time to get all kluzty and dolly!! whoohoo..!!! I love dressing up!!I really can't wait.
Schools a bitch. Can't hold on sometime. I am just keeping it going. My friends are amazing. Saidah's huggs. Jag's jokes.. and yea his hugs!! The way we crap and scream. Kak mai's crap.. its so fun!!
I can't wait for tommorrow!! Cause am gonna meet my darlings! Prem and asha.. I am gonna get them both married la!! haha .
Shortlived happiness.
I aint laughing about it.
Forget me.
I am ashamed.
I wanna free myself
C ause I am the one to blame
