Sunday, June 03, 2007 ; 5:50 AM♥
Things don't always turn out the way want it to.
Why is it that people have tons of issues and love to poke their noses into my matters?
Why? Its MY LIFE AND I AM LIVING IT THE WAY I WANT.
I AM NOT THE HANGING LOOSE SORT.
Mum was giving a pep-talk as usual.And yea dad is really high profile is and well known throughout almost everywhere..its like I am so pressurized by the situation around me.I really am. Cause of Dad's status he hates the fact that I have ITE friends.And he really looks down on them. Now I was fighting for this.. aren;t they people? They are studying just like us.. I mean.. hello.. ITE so what? They are still people.. they still graduate and con make it big.. man..period.CAN'T IMAGINE DAD HAS SUCH A MENTALITY!!
Kaijing darling called me yesterday and was consoling me.. I really love her soo muchh.. which friend would bother to take a cab and rush down to the hospital the moment she hears your admitted? Yes,my kaijing did it. Which friend would bother to call you and ask you how you are like every few hours? yes..my shasha,asha,prem,kaijing.. see the kind of friends I am blessed with.. there is one significent person who has wrecked me of my sanity.. its rather obvious to my close friends.. on who this person is.. I mean the least I am asking is to come to a conclusion.. its either on or off.. I don't want to start cause he would'nt know where to hide his face. I really care about you. But all this doings is just too much to take.I am losing my cool.I really am. YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE.She may be trying to spike my in various ways.. but the fact is that.. I am way superior.. now its not about superiority here.. but this issue is getting rather complex.. I should not have given in the first time. If your using me as a substitue,good luck MR...
All I ask is for a better you,you have to change for the better.. cause if your using your looks to get them all.. MR HOTSTUFF in ten years time.. you'd realize.. its the heart and not the face.
Babyboo messaged yesterdae.He was doing fine:) I really hope he is perfect.Poor fella is really tired from work and stuff. I pray and wish him the best in everything he does:)
MR please get this clear.. i don't wanna hurt you,i don't know how to console you,i don't know what you want out of me. Please get things clear.I know the stuffs your doing behind my back. I really do.Thanks for acting like you cared and making me feel like I was the only one.Thanks for the fake love,the plastic emotions .Thanks for putting up a play.
YOU CHEATED,MY HEART BLEEDED.
