Today was lab assessment.I was super nervous.Jag,Hidir,Ferdy were disturbing me as usual and asking about my ex! Haha.I was telling them and they were rather disgusted with his attitude.Well when it was my turned I went in and I got CVP monitoring.Something which I HATED! God! Well my assessor was Bella.I was not in the condition of sitting for an exan cause of every shit that has been happening.And Bella's expectations are high,well maybe not for the rest but me.I don't know.Even she was shocked by my incompetency to her standard.And she asked me;my dear gal whatr happened to you today?your never like this.Well I was nervous+irritated+unwell.I managed to pass the assessment with a fair score of 25/30.
Now that is never my usual score.I always get around 28.I was cheesed out.I really was.I stormed out of the room,thinking to myself,what the hell am I doing?Why am I compromising my talent and ability because of everthing that has happened? Infact I should be using it as a catalyst to excel.I really should.My parents have very high expectations of me.My whole family does.Cause I was a high achiever.Even at death's bed I did very well in my exams.But now? Gosh what the hell is happening ,Is this the way its going to continue? If it is I know I am never going to get ANYWHERE or attain my goals.I have compromised my intellectual ability cause of you? Hello! you were never that high.Its time to erase those memories and put it all behind.Its time I build my foundation,I can't go on like that.But thanks to the lucky bastards who have had me as their girlfriend.The last one should be very fortunate infact! And thanks to MY SMELLYBELLY AND DADDYDEAREST WHO MADE ME FEEL EXTRAORDINARY! ILOVEUBOTH! AND TO MY DARLINGS! THANKS A TON!

AND TO THE STUPRD BAPOK! WHATS WITH YOU MSGING ME SAYING TO GET ALIVE? HAHA PLS GIMME A BREAK YOU CREATURE WITH UNDEFINED GENDER.CMON YOUR AN IN BETWEEN SO DON'T U DAR MESS AROUND WITH ME.I AM WAY SMARTER AND WAY OFF YOU.U AINT COMPARABLE TO ME CAUSE YOUVE GOT AN IDENTITY CRISIS TO ADDRESS YOURSELF .SO YOU GET ALIVE.HOW SENSELESS CAN SOMEONE GET? yOU MAY HAVE EVERYTHING IN LUXURY BUT THE ONE THING YOU DON'T HAVE IS THE TRUE VIRTUE OF A WOMAN.! SLUT,BITCH.WAIT! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO CALL YOU CAUSE YOUR GENDER IS UNDEFINED? YOU POOR THING!

♥ Tresca.
offically 20 on 2o/08

Loud,sarcastic,intellectual,conversationalist

Born a star,lives life to the fullest