Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ; 8:30 PM♥
I never did want things to turn out this way.I never did.We are two worlds apart.We can never be together.Never.Not when my whole family knows what type of a guy you are.Still I went against everything,making attempts to love you again.I never promised you rainbows and a garden of roses..It is all about compromising,You wanted me.The way you tried so hard.You loved me.I hated you from the start.Blame myself for falling into your trap.Everyone warned me.. but I was really obstinate.I deserve it.And after that conversation you seemed so convincing but I had my doubts,I am numb.I am in pain.I don't want to hate you but I can't help it.
I want to forget you.I will someday,not too soon.
I am absolutely disgusted by your behaviour.I really am.It is not my fault if my friend had to ask you if you were trying to get back.If you were serious you would have been honest with her.Why the lies?You wanted us to be low profile? LOok here! I know too many people and nothing about me can be low profile.Well I am glad your fucking hell out of my life.Now your just a piece of trash to me.YOu were my bigget mistake,my worst nightmare.You made me fall so hard that it seemed so hard to get up.If not for my friends and their support I would have never been able to put through the shit you gave me.
You said I was the worst gf you ever had? WELL YOU WERE MY FUGLIEST BF IN ATTITUDE AND BRAINS. YOu really were. I AM WAY SMARTER THAN YOU.You were after my money,you were possesive,YOu nothing I wanted.NOthing.I thought you would have changed,but a leopard would never change its spots.It wouldnt take me a minute to ruin your reputation futhur and get rid of that girl who is being cheated by you.Your a bag of shit.You don't even deserve any respect from anyone.YOu really don't.I can get information about you in a second MR. But I am not inhumane to make your life worst.What can I say your just a priceless work of art.To those who wonder who I am talking about.Its none other than a fucked up dancer who was once my love.Yess go figure who is it.Fucked up player WHAT GOES AROUND WILL COME WAY BACK AROUND. AND ITLL HIT YOU REAAAAAAAL HARD! I wish you bever fuckin hell existed or came into my life.You don't know the meaning of love and you dont deserve to be loved by anyone.YOu don't Cause all you want is a girls body.Fuckin hell.Pity your friends who have to put up with you and the very fact that you might have an STD would pose a further threat.I totally pity all you ex gfs for putting up with you.I WAS THE SMARTEST TO FIND OUT,WAIT AND TO SCREW YOU TO AN EXTENT THAT YOU COULDNT REPLY.DUN MESS AROUND WITH ME MR AT. DUN EVER! DUN GO AROUND SAYING I WAS YOUR EX GF.CAUSE ITS HUMILIATING..FUCK OFF im glad we have seperated. and for your info I have deleted everything,your no,your pics,those lovey dovey messages ,the pics we took are probabli in the incinerator.Everthing.I hate you.I am totally sick of all this shit.
LUST BRINGS YOU NO WHERE! FUCK OFF AT! FUCK OFF
