Fade ♥

Monday, July 09, 2007 ; 9:58 PM♥

Home is shit,Dad can be a tyrant and a pain in the neck.When mom is ok dad is screwed up when dad is ok mum is screwed up.Its just so hard.He thinks his dominance can discipline anyone.I hate it.Being controlled, being told what to do.Even my ex bf was a tyrant in that sense.I hate.. hate.. I fuckin hell hate to be control or to lead my life the way others want me to lead.Hello? I am human,the least you could do is respect me for who I am.Life is fucked up.CAll me cheap? Excuse me. Where did all that words went to when I topped the class with A's?When the teachers came and told you that:your daughter is very lovable and someone with great potential? Where Where.YOU NEVER ALLOWED ME TO DO ANYTHING I WANTED TO YOU NEVER EVER DID.For every damn thing you controoled me.All you said was "NO THIS ISNT THE RIGHT TIME" I never said I wanted to club,and I don't hang out late.You complain about my dressing,my attitude.Everything.YOU TEND TO BELIEVE OTHERS.YOU DUN EVEN TRUST YOUR OWN DAUGHTER? Enough of everything that I have put up with.Your shit,your tyrannical attitude.I don't care about what your sisters think of me dad.CAUSE THIS IS HOW I WILL BE. You gave me everything I wanted,you were a great dad nonetheless but all you wanted out of me is STRAIGHT A's Everything.You looked down upon my ITE bf.. werent you from an ITE yourself? Think about it dad.. I know you wanted the best for me.. but dad I am grown up.I AM WHO I AM.