Wednesday, July 11, 2007 ; 3:57 AM♥
Ok now its school that I am going to rave about.Its been really screwed up.Assignments and porjects and tutorial after tutorials.Whoa! A whole hellova lot of stress.I have been trying to maintain my composed state.I can't take it though.It'll be all over soon.When I graduate.Now I have to be clear of what I want.Ms Chia was speaking to me.She was really nice in that sense cause she really knows what I am going through inside out.I am not like any other girl,I am somone who needs to get whatever I want.And I'll do all it takes to get everything I want.Yes you may see it as stubborn.But I don't care.Cause thats the way I am.People tend to judge me.God knows why.Look at me and you come to a conclusion?Criticise me? Go on raving about it..its not going to affect me.I have learned it the hard way.Perpetually being betrayed,toyed with,scrutinized.Enough! I have been through what you can put it as mental torture,From my eating disorder,to relationships.Everything.But I have learned valuable lessons from it.I have morphed,life is short and you can't possibly brood over the mistakes you make.Everyone makes mistakes,learn from it.Everyone has setbacks,and it makes us stronger.I am who I am.I love myself.I may seem very unapproachable but thats not me.I am brutally opinionated and yes vulnerable.Thanks to my darling who have been there for me.And thanks my ex's who have indeed taught me a valuable lesson and have been given the honour of "PLAYBOY" by yours once upon a time beloved.I can never appreciate the awareness you have instilled in me.You cut me deep time and again but its all worth it now.I see my life the way I'd see it.YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO JUDGE ME!
