Monday, July 02, 2007 ; 3:06 AM♥
Here we lay face to face once again
Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend
Was it me, or was it you that broke away,for what we were is like a season love is change and everytime I think about it, it tears me up inside.
Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry.
We can try to talk it over but we walked that road before, while our song is playing its last note, we both know for sure that its time to close that door.I cant even fine the words to say I can find a way to make it right. I am cut deeply.I hate it.I hatee myself for loving you.For giving you a chance.I don't what is it that I saw in you.I am shattered inside.Yes you were my type.Everything I wanted in a guy.But its over.I don't know why I don't seem to be able to forgive myself for loving you.I am so caught up.I am depressed. I never knew that you would kill me this way though you have left.Nobody is under my scrutiny but what I was to you lies a mystery.You put up my pics in your friendster and the whole world knew about us.. and now you bitch about me? I didn't know you were this nasty.I'll still love you the same and itll remain that way.I never thought I would fall in love after my past.I hate you for loving me. I really do. Now whats with your friend playing a fool? DOes he think my bestie is a doll?
Now if your influencing him.. fuck off, cause its not gonna be nice when the whole gang faces you.You rank highest it seems... fine .. if he is your 'brother' is that the way you would want him to be? Getting him into trouble? Hello! NOw its not only him.. its my bestie too.. if she ever gets hurt cause of this ..both you idiots will get it.What the fuck do you guys think? BIG GANGSTERS? If you guys were so inclined you would'nt have got into this kinda shit. Now talking about it makes me boil.I am fustrated .I really am. I hate the way things are I really hate it.
