Saturday, August 11, 2007 ; 5:14 AM♥
So shut up shut up,I don't wanna hear it.
I hate you as much as I hate durians!
Now everyone says its my fault.
I don't want to brood over you.No doubts I still will love you the same.YOu will remain as a dream ,a history forever,I can't understand how you can let everything go.I really can't.Well all I want oyu is to be the best that you can be.Baby you cheated and made me bleed.Where is the love? I am not saying its right or wrong,you can flirt all you want.GO ahead.Im not over you.. but I will be soon.
YEsaterday was the last day of lessons.I was happy but upset,I am not going to be with kak mai, cynthia anymore.The moments will all be remebered,the silly ones,emotional ones,well i am going to miss all my nursing kaki's! I love em aall.Esp jag,saidah,xinni rajin who never fail to cheer me up,sophian and hairi's jokes.Jags hugs,syafiq's winks,cynthia smackingg my butt! Joyce's smile,kak mai's jokes,advices.Kak rabiah,hazzy,angeline.MISS CHIA!! MS LEE!! I just cried the whole night away.Well sometimes I wish I was in year 1 again! Well there comes a time when everyone has to move on..
Went to meet ghaya n rubzy ydae.The had an arguement and I was tryin to sort things out between the both of them.Well the arguement got really heated and everyone in LJS were staring.I hecked it all cause singaporeans.. haha.. can never mind their own business. And being with someone who participated in peagant before.. tell me about it.The moment I came back and went on msn.. twm random people were telling me they saw me ydae.I freaked out big time! God..this shows eyes are all over and you can never escape people's scrutiny.Went to the gym with esh dearie today.The malay guys were damn hott! Right esh? WHohooo .. we had fun oogling and working out! Haha.. and we went for a snack and thne headed home.Had my shower and settled down to mug.Was really tired.Been keeping awake by having coffee! Oh yea!! Im so happy for ivy! she is 5 weeks pregnant.Well I have two close friends who a pregnant now! Its so nice! the other person is joyce,well I am the baby's godmother! I can wait to see my pearline darling! Bet she is gonna be the apple of everyone's eye.Joyca was raving about how much she wants her baby to have my eyes! Haha so cute! Well exam stress really sucks.And the war is till going on inside me.
Can't wait for my exams to be over.TONS of catching up to do.
These are the things I'n plaaning for:
1.lose weight! (fattttt)
2.shopping!!!
3.a day at sentosa with bestiees
4.plan anthony's wedding!! Whoohoo can't wait to see amy!
5.Bridal course
6.Driving
7.lose more weight!
haha
Iamscreaminginsidebutnoonehearsme.
