Thursday, August 09, 2007 ; 7:33 PM♥
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center
Cause BIG girls dont cry.
Well I am just immersed in soltitude.
I am not myself as of lately.
Many shit has been happening.
You and me are history.
Why is that the ones you loved the most always tend to leave you or hurt you?
Why is that that you always shout and make it seem like we are a whole lot of burden to you?YOu asked for this,what did we do to face such a crisis.Do you fell like a man when you push her around? Why o you two always heve to fight and turn home into a battleground.You both never refuted for anything I asked for.Never did.I always have gotten everything I wanted .All I am asking for is for you both to be normal.Like before.Why is it that it seems impossible? Please this is the last thing I am asking. Happiness.
Sometimes the world is just so unfair.Stigmatization solely on assumptions,brutal betrayal,gossips,filthy bastards.Damn.Id never forget it all.I am so hurt deep down that moving on is impossible but I know itll be all fine soon.Does it kill to even acknowledge my presence.This time last year. We were already together.Man I miss those times.But u'd always be my boo. Exams are next week,been tad a little caught up with muggin.Gonna meet ivy later to get my shake and then head home,do pilates and settle down to mugging.I have loads to cover.COnsolidation lessons are damn fucked up.They don't even give you a clue! haha.well I am going to absorb as much as possible! Whoohoo... mati sial.
Raj messaged me and was saying how come I forgot him! Haha.. well dearie I havent had anytime for anyone.Id hit you back when I am free:) Well its me,books and more books!
Am excited for my bridal shoot next week:)
IDUNWANNALETYOUGO-IAMBROKEN-
