Saturday, September 29, 2007 ; 12:36 AM♥
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Sometimes I wish I never felt this way to certain things.
Sometimes,I wish I wasn't given the liberty.I'm cooped up,I'm troubled. Just get so insecure at times.I can't put it to you that certain things you say irritate or even hurt me.I am cut deep inside.I have been cheated.I am numb from all the cuts that have been inflicted upon me.I am feeling shattered deep inside.I am afraid.I have the phobia of losing the ones I love.I have the premonition that something bombastic is going to come.Well you said you can't so anything much about your ex who is now your very close friend.Maybe I was wrong.This was wrong.I still love you and I don't want to lose you.Like I said,I don't mind anything but all I can wish for is that your not doing this behind my back.I really hope so,cause baby there was this guy who shot me dead.Bang Bang.. I went dead.I went through hell to get back on track,cause memories of him tortured me so badly.And now that I have come this far I don't want anything to go wrong between the both of us,cause baby I love you so much that I can never imagine anyone else in your place.I really can't.
Well thanks to my darlings who have been making my day!
Thanks hubby prem!! haaha he is such a kasanova!!
I am happy for sister and him, really hope things go well between the both of them.They are the best pair to my eyes.Well gorgeous gorgeous couple they'd be.Sometimes I just feel happy that my sister has someone who loves her so much,the little things he does for her,the sweet little somethings,he is a really nice chap.Well I call him hubby.:)Picture time!!!
