Thursday, September 20, 2007 ; 9:46 PM♥
I detest everything.Well most things.I hate it that you compare me with others,I know I aint your perfect kinda daughter.I know.You control every fuckin thing I do,I buy.NO for this.. no for that. MY hard earned money? Is yours? Whose the one slogging? I am not trying to be self centered here,but I hate the fact that you control me.There is NO LOVE.NOTHING AT ALL. You keep pointing out the fact that you have spent a lot on my medical bills. I know.Im sorry.I give back every shit that I owe you.I will,there is seriously no love,no care.Your nice to me only when I do chores for you.It just isn’t fair.Its not a misconception or misinterpretation.I am just sick of everything.I really am.I have lost a couple of things through this path I came through.I have cried too much that I have no more tears to shed.Though I may not appear that way..inside me lies deeply hurt soul.I know what I want to do.Rebel? Imbescile? Say what you want. Useless? Well say all you want.cause this is me.I am not going to change myself just because of stereotypes.You say she is much more caring than me cause she takes cares of brother and everyone around her... ok..I cant be her thats the truth.I am my own soldier,did you even look behind your back? you aint any perfect MR ANNOYING.YOue nothing close to that.My friends are loafers? Look at yours! I am WAY BETTER THAN YOU IN EVERYWAY SO THERE IS NOTHING FOR ME TO WORRY ABOUT.As long as my friends know who I am its more than enough.
Everyone's staring.
go away.
I hate everything.
Well if there is some people I must thank it would be asha,shahira,kaijing,they are true friends.
