Monday, December 10, 2007 ; 6:40 AM♥
Death is a part of Life. No one escapes its clutches, and no one long escape the harsh reality of dealing with the loss of someone dear.I witnessed the casket that held the breathless body of my dear patient being brought out of th room
tears poured down my cheeks like rain out of heaven
it was so cold this morning and I could feel the salty droplets dry hard on my
face
I wondered for so long about the life of my patient
I pondered this question so many times
why shall the innocent die, while the murderers run free?
how come she never got to fulfill the "perfect"
plan that we are all promised?
i know i will take long to understand the loss
it has taken me a little thinking to realize that her
plan was played out
it is all summed up in this one word that often brings shutters to the
bones of so many
"lessons"
her death was a lesson to all that she left behind life is fragile
there is no way that we can control who lives and dies
all we can do is have faith that we will get through it
good and bad are obvious and sometimes not so obvious
right and wrong choices can determine life or death
so it's time for us to wake up
mourn no more
for time will heal our broken hearts
and one day
there will be no more tears to cry
Her smile of gratefulness,the way she calls me still runs through my mind,now yes she is safely endbraced in the arms of god.Lord,my almighty please protect her,and may here soul rest in peace.
Preceding that mishap,the workflow in the wards went as usual,its so fulfilling to be a nurse,well yes there is this particular lad in my ward,a medical personnal who is really nice and it seems like he is tagging me,well he was saying about how good looking and cute and hardworking I was:) I was so shy and to those who have been working with me,you guys would know who I am exactly referring to! Well yes i have got this thing in me.When will swines ever learn there lesson?Or are they so rudimentarily qualified,so much so that they just cant comprehend and conclude certain things? YOu think Ima giving a damn about my "spoilt reputation outside? haha its probably "spoilt" like what you say among swines and a parasite.I know where exactly I stand,and I don't need to prove you anything,no obligations to do so either. Hahahhahaha! This is such an unwanted entertainment in my busy life,cause I know I have hit the right people..oops parasite and swines with the right words,call me what you want say what you want,I'd just give you a smile,cause I don't waste my time on any insignificent personnals in this blessed life of mine.
*nitesss* Baby I miss you!!!
