Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ; 7:26 AM♥
I so dried up.Sleepless and helpless.
Im not afraid to cry,what would you do if you feel so dead tired inside and you cant sleep? What would you to if you shattered deep inside and you losing the thing to break free from your web? What would you do if you have been through hell and stepping in and out of depression.Its just not working,no it isnt.I feel damn shattered inside that everytime I think of you I cry,cause everything you do is hurting me so badly,I tried umpteen times to speak to you about it,and why is it you don't care? Well I have learnt one thing , and thats the last lesson I'd value,cause I have so much to say,I'm bleeding,severely.You never have time for me,you do things to hurt me,what have I done ever that your doing this,your treating me like plastic damnnit,you are,Im so shattered,everythings left unwritten,its hurting me so badly,I slit my wrists and they bleed,the pain isnt equivalent to the emotional distress you have put me through.Its hard to deal with the pain,it is.What hurts the most was being so so so so close.I hate it,and Im saying that i'm loving,but thats what Im trying to do.
