Saturday, February 23, 2008 ; 11:49 PM♥
Sometimes it really hurts to be in love,especially when things don't turn out the way you want it to.Whats your stand? I think it hurts.I never rreally thought that it can hurt thi bad.Sometimes I wonder if I am on the right track,if what I am doing is really right,if he feels like I'm taking up most of his time,if he thinks that I am a pain in the ass,if he really means what he says,I hate how much I love you,I seriously do but I hate.I can never forgive anyone who has trespassed against me,but I have forgiven this particular person a gazzilion times,it hurts so bad,sometimes I don't even know where I stand in his life,he makes time for me,he does sweet things but it all backfires against me when he goes into his negligent mode,my vactions are so screwed because of all the thinking that I have been doing,it time for reflections,and I conclude you really don't care.
