Friday, March 21, 2008 ; 10:16 PM♥
I have 3 weeks to srtart work!:) I am pretty happy with that,cause I am finally goign to be totally occupied!I miss school alot though,the working world is going to be a new experience for me.I am now a full pledge staff nurse at kkh,paeds surgical side! Clap for me!! Haha... well I showed my academic transcipt and conformation letter to uncle anthony and her was extremely delighted and congradulated me.My family is full of nurses! yes I really mean it!The inspiration to be a nurse crept on me when I was 9.I wanted to be a doctor intially but I felt that nursing has more satisfaction.Now I have alot of things that I need to do.That is get armed for work,start waking up early,get my black heels and proper padding cause I am flat footed! Haha,the next.. my clips,cause I am always wearing my hair in different styles.A new bag to fit all my essentials,new contacts-mainly blue,amethyst,stockings to prevent varicose veins.
Well well... prior to that I need to get plenty of new stuffs,my makeup box is begging for more colours,so is my wardrobe and that means.... shopping!!! I need new lingeres as well,my uniform is pretty transparent and its going to be a feasr for the eyes of those who work with me!! :) I never wear skin coloured bras,I'm a die hard pierre cardin and beedies fan,now its my new found love,marks and spencer bras,now dad's bank account is going to run dry!
I am goign to erase the past,hurtful memories and start all over,give the one who had hurt me so bad another worthy chance,the truth is that I can never do without you,you said you'd be cheating yourself cause you'd be talking to me with the thinking that I am still your gf when I am not,I don't want to put you in such a situation,too much has happened between us and I can never leave you helpless,that's somethingI never ever do,I initially said that I wanted a break up to relieve you from all the problems that your having.I know that a relationship is stronger after every hurdle,but its not the case when the hurdles are a daily affair,sweetheart I love you,I need you terribly cause I know your the one I want to be with,you a typical epitome of my kinda guy.Spontaneous,sweet,sexy,cute,sporty,I love you tons darling,I really do,if I had one wish,itll be to be with you forever.I am sorry for hurting you,baby i love you.
