Thursday, March 13, 2008 ; 10:38 PM♥
I woke up feeling very puzzled this morning,been disturbed by many thoughts which have pertinent details of detruction and brutality.Its scary,I am frightened of abandonment,who isnt? Imagine if one day you wake up to find your loved ones have forgotten about you and your seen as plastic? The thought of it sends chills down my spine.I have made certain vows which I want to fulfill to be more accomplished,its as nitty as making an attempt to learn the art of cooking and as bombastic as getting a degree before I am 22.I have huge dreams of making it successful,I want to be someone people can turn into,depend on,things at home are way better than ever,I am happy that god answered my desperate pleas for domestic peace.As for my relationship,its going smooth but there are times where I breakdown.I have learned alot these past months,values of life,the importance of living for yourself and not others,its amazing how much I have grown,well sometimes I ponder and ask god, why me? but I realise its destined,whats written can never be changed,living through all of it makes you stand out from all the rest.So to everyone out there,live your dreams and follow your heart,no one knows you better then yourself,you live you live the way you want it ,you don't need to please others cause at the end of the day you are your own ranger.
