Wednesday, December 12, 2007 ; 6:17 AM♥
Everything seems well,it scares me.Cause Id never know whats going to happen the next niffy,Well it hurts to see myself being in something which I am constantly feeling uncomfortable about,I really dunno what to say or do,if only things are in my hands,because I am so intensely hurt and I cant seem to break free from my pain.Its sadness that overwhelms me.Everyone says its easy but its not,cause being in a relationship is more than love itself,I am getting hurt perpetually but yes I dun't know how to put it to you,I have so much to say but I go mute at the sight of you cause baby I dun want to hurt you,every night I cry and pray to god,to make things fine,every morning I wake up with the fear of losing you and getting hurt,baby its so painful inside me,I am bleeding.. do you care? No you dont.You say it all,you do care I guess but you just don't show it,baby its hard,extremly hard,I am drowning in my sorrows.Was talking to my bestiee today and he is no other than my sis bf,even he said there is just something funny in me.My depessiver stupor was whar he was referring to. Well yes..even he felt I was better off single..I don't know,but what ever it is I love my baby the same:)
